I’ve not played as much poker as I’d have liked this week – the weather’s nice so playing tennis in the evenings, plus on Wednesday I’ve started a Spanish night class (learnt the numbers the other night, whoo!).
Despite the lack of play though I’ve been really piling on the learning & evaluation side of things though – that downswing might have been the best thing to happen to me as I’d stopped learning and assumed I’d got the ABC side of poker down pat and was either winning or losing (50/50!). Since I was previously winning it all seemed great, but now I think it was just lucky really (as I’m not a complete idiot it was luck biased towards winning, but obviously that’s very precarious still).
Moving back down to $10s to concentrate on how I was playing (rather than printing money) was feeling a bit pathetic, but then Yegor reminded me I was still learning, and wasn’t going to be rich tomorrow. So very true, I need to keep telling myself this until I’m ready to return. This was reinforced today when I found a three year old post on 2p2 saying exactly the same thing. Cwar was saying when 20 buy-ins isn’t enough – most of the reasons were to do with tilt & poor mental state, but the final one was;
-You are learning, no need to move up faster than your knowledge will allow you, going from the $10s to $220s quickly is not going to happen without you needing to learn and adjust. If you breeze through a couple limits fast I would recommend slowing down a bit just to see how you adjust to the better play at higher limits.
The same point twice really, but it rams it home nicely. Adding on top of that the fact that the learning I’m currently doing is really opening my eyes to a lot of new things means it all feels constructive, and I’m not wasting my time, even if I’m not moving up (despite the BR telling me to).
Yeh, too many people move up too quickly and end up losing loads of cash. i’m also learning Spanish – me missus is from Spain…