This feels like a post from 6 months ago – perhaps I haven’t learnt anything since then!
I realised I was throwing money away in 2NL & 5NL because I wasn’t valuing my chips high enough – I was thinking things like, ‘a shove, oh it’s only a dollar, I’ll call’. So, today I nittied myself up, and it seemed to work, for a while at least. After a morning of grinding away, I then fuck up a couple of hands which destroyed all that work – in both cases I totally overvalued my hand and could have avoided it.
So, today came out as;
Strangely familiar – just like early on when I’d show decent winnings and then blow it with a couple of big losses. Lack of focus clearly.
So, current history of playing on borrowed money;
Still no excessive profits, clearly you’ve backed the wrong horse 
Good news on the general money front though, I think I’ve sorted out the worst of it and possibly can redeposit next month…
update fwiw;
Isn’t it funny how we continue to get the same “tests” over and over again until we pass them.
Brandon
ups…
